deidre

[grin_and_bear]
_{..de voir ce qui nous entoure et de sourire, sans vraiment avoir de raison qui nous motive, seulement parce qu'il n'y a rien d'autre à faire. pas de trace d'hypocrysie, ni d'hilarité, mais plutôt une compréhension qui outrepasse la raison, qui subjuge la logique.
..surtout, surtout à ne pas confondre avec "sourire et ours".}


autumn make good.

went to a show with some very good musicians, t'was much fun.

played a game for a whole night-long, until i couldn't recognize well who was who in the split-screen. then we just had to stop. but, t'was much fun.

finished an horrendous web-programming project for school. been in the works with a friend for way too long. well, at least it's pretty. this, can't say it was much fun.

i'm kind of sorry for not updating my club. but i really have little, little motivation and a lot of work ahead of me. sometime, sometime...

kinda spamming here, but i've posted a poem that has yet to recieve any comment on my zaknafein account. to whoever might be interested in checking out.

i feel... relieved, not quite good, absent-minded, like i'm one huge ear and nothing else, interested, full of ideas, lacking, hungry for taste but not for quantity, like everything is there for me except myself.

that is all.</sub>

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.idols_and_addictions;
zaknafein :: the alternate me.
··-
industrialheaven :: the club i'm in charge of, about industrial music.
photo-class :: an interesting club that offers photography tutorial.
··-
cataya :: friend-in-thought and photographer...
ladygekko :: an old-timer that i still adore... great writer-esse from canada.
foreverhope :: a talented poetess and writer altogether, and very pleasant person...
··-
drink-me-pretty :: a rising deviant star with incredible creativity.
BlackMamba :: more sheer talent and lovability from France.
artstroke :: a skillful and cool comic artist and digital painter from québec!
veira :: a friendly, supportive and funny deviant-esse!
houde :: some dude.
Bergy :: some other dude. lol <
··-
swampy :: an incredible photographer and great painter.
phishy :: a very funny québec comic strip artist. rectangles own.
morningrise :: an awesome photo modification artist... i adore his work.
maxyme :: a very clever and talented québec photographer.
drahomira :: the master of the absurd and the improbable.
vashley :: just amazing what this girl can do with prismacolors!...
:dev-licia-: :: a great painter-esse with a lovable dark touch.

[chronique]
_{..d'un sentiment, d'une pensée récurrente et qui nous rapelle qui ont est, ce qui nous a formé et qui subsiste, malgré toutes les altérations et évolutions, ce sur quoi on s'aggripe de tout notre subconscient et sans quoi on ne saurait vivre.}

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.live_feed;

NotMad brought my Jukebox Zen Xtra to life. This program is so well done, intuitive, so useful and precious, and along with Winamp 5 it's... perfect. I just saved 15gb of space off my hard drive, don't have to keep my MP3 collection in double, and when I make ID3 corrections it's applied everywhere. Anyway, I just love that app, and I recommend it to anyone having a Nomad player.


_{*access, to all excesses,...* ~{ haujobb - depths [forma tadre mix] }}


Still addicted to the Nothomb lady... I'll probably read all of her books and still ask for more.
Random quote : "Le propre des vérités confondantes est d'échapper à l'analyse. Vialatte a écrit cette phrase merveilleuse : 'Le mois de juillet est un mois très mensuel.' A-t-on jamais rien dit de plus vrai et de plus confondant sur le mois de juillet?"
Loooove.


_{*twenty-first century soulless people...* ~{ tactical sekt - soulless }}


And some shameless publicity here. I'm being way too pretentious about this ridiculously small piece of code, but if you're tired of Hotmail eating your emailed links, check this out. A small JScript page to de-Hotmailize links!
...I suck.


_{*anywhere i'm walking, i can feel it's here...* ~{ haujobb - overflow [red sparrow mix] }}


Can't say I have much else to say. Kind of empty-minded because of all the good music coming to my ears.
I feel like seeing a movie. Wish I had a girlfriend or something.


_...


Ay, yeah. I'm having a kind of project, wonder if it ever sees its end. To make a visual counterpart for every of my zaknafein poems. Or at least the good ones.
Kind of a egoistic hommage to my former self.
But when will I find the time to do -that-... Une autre idée en l'air.


...Switch off.

.___________
.idols_and_addictions;
zaknafein :: the alternate me.
··-
industrialheaven :: the club i'm in charge of, about industrial music.
photo-class :: an interesting club that offers photography tutorial.
··-
cataya :: friend-in-thought and photographer...
ladygekko :: an old-timer that i still adore... great writer-esse from canada.
foreverhope :: a talented poetess and writer altogether, and very pleasant person...
··-
drink-me-pretty :: a rising deviant star with incredible creativity.
BlackMamba :: more sheer talent and lovability from France.
artstroke :: a skillful and cool comic artist and digital painter from québec!
veira :: a friendly, supportive and funny deviant-esse!
houde :: some dude.
Bergy :: some other dude. lol <
··-
swampy :: an incredible photographer and great painter.
phishy :: a very funny québec comic strip artist. rectangles own.
morningrise :: an awesome photo modification artist... i adore his work.
maxyme :: a very clever and talented québec photographer.
drahomira :: the master of the absurd and the improbable.
vashley :: just amazing what this girl can do with prismacolors!...
:dev-licia-: :: a great painter-esse with a lovable dark touch.

[de_focused]
_{..d'avoir les yeux ouverts, de sentir la lumière pénétrer, mais de ne pas pouvoir distinguer les formes, interpréter le jet ininterrompu d'informations, de ne pas en dénicher le sens, et de s'y perdre.}

^{[Song of the instant : Re_Agent - Abandon]}

So yeah, I've my camera back. I guess this is a good thing, I've been waiting for it to be repaired for such a long time, and now it's in my posession and I can't think of what to photograph.

^{[Song of the instant : Hood - You show no emotion at all]}

Amélie Nothomb is such a great biographer. Her life is so extraordinary (or so she makes it?) that her books feel like fiction, not real life! And she has this incredible memory and this way to resume years of lifetime into small, witty and intelligent lines or paragraphs... À la lire, on a l'impression de ne pas avoir vécu.

^{[Song of the instant : Wumpscut - Torn Skin]}

I probably should go to sleep. Working tomorrow and 've slept 4 hours last night. I'm dead tired, and something still pushes me to go on. And in this case, it's neither drugs, nor alcohol and cafeine. Some absurd willpower that only surfaces when I should be doing something else. The thrill of the non-obéissance, hah. Destructive behaviors can be fun, they can.

^{[Song of the instant : Covenant - Hardware Requiem]}

Ah yeah, and this Defocused thingy. It's not only a purty purty title, it's a pseudo-company we're starting (me, houde and Bergy). I still have the website layouts to do, and then houde has to code the thing, and then we have to produce things. Because that's what companies usually do, they produce things. And then they sell them. That's how it works.
Heehee, actually, we were just trying to find a replacement for "theBobs dot Org", our former domain name -- which thoroughly sucked. And it does sound fancy and stuff. And no, we're probably not going to sell anything. If we actually finish one project, we'll be very happy

Switch off.

.___________
.idols_and_addictions;
zaknafein :: the alternate me.
··-
industrialheaven :: the club i'm in charge of, about industrial music.
photo-class :: an interesting club that offers photography tutorial.
··-
cataya :: friend-in-thought and photographer...
ladygekko :: an old-timer that i still adore... great writer-esse from canada.
foreverhope :: a talented poetess and writer altogether, and very pleasant person...
··-
drink-me-pretty :: a rising deviant star with incredible creativity.
BlackMamba :: more sheer talent and lovability from France.
artstroke :: a skillful and cool comic artist and digital painter from québec!
veira :: a friendly, supportive and funny deviant-esse!
houde :: some dude.
Bergy :: some other dude. lol <
··-
swampy :: an incredible photographer and great painter.
phishy :: a very funny québec comic strip artist. rectangles own.
morningrise :: an awesome photo modification artist... i adore his work.
maxyme :: a very clever and talented québec photographer.
drahomira :: the master of the absurd and the improbable.
vashley :: just amazing what this girl can do with prismacolors!...
:dev-licia-: :: a great painter-esse with a lovable dark touch.